First of all, thank you so much for all the support yesterday. I struggle with what to post sometimes because I like to be 100% honest here but I also try to be sensitive to my readers. I was very upset with myself yesterday telling Doc "we have a second healthy baby girl and I'm disappointed". That was how I was feeling. I think if I feel the need to really vent about my pregnancy in the future I will call it out in the title and if some readers don't want to read a post like that on a particular day they wont stumble upon one.
Two days ago I got an email out of the blue. An old friend who I missed dearly reached out to me. We both had a lot going on and wires got crossed and, well things happen. I have wanted to reach out for a long time but I wasn't the one to end things so I wanted to give her the space she needed. When I saw her in my inbox I was floored. I am glad to have her back in my life and I really hope we can be as close as we once were.
If you are thinking about someone from your past (recent or not so much) I say let them know. A few years ago I reached out to an old friend and heard nothing back, I am glad I did it and honestly nothing bad came from me doing it. She just wasn't in the same place I was, no big deal. When I read my email the other day I was so touched that I cried. And all it took was a few sentences in an email and now I have an old friend back.